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Getting away would be the best. Or if the world was silenced. No worries, no thoughts. Just me. It wouldn’t be the best but it would be good while it lasts. Take nothing nor no one with me, maybe just my love. Search for the best, yet get the rest. A lot is to late for me, had to grow up at the age fifteen. Now that I’m seventeen I see what I’ve could have done, but I didn’t get the chance to do. If I could reverse time, I would change a lot. You don’t get second chances. I would push through the crowd and not take any bullshit from anyone. Now I still don’t have a back bone, and still cry over simple-minded things. Going to be an adult in little time, and I wish I could just be fifteen again. Once you get older more and more responsibilities come upon you, it sucks. When I think of everything I need to do, it sometimes over whelms me and makes me wanna cry. I guess I’m just not that strong to stand on my own. I know I can do it, but it’s not as easy as a lot of people think. Life isn’t like a movie, I would love to believe it and live it. You have to fight for what you want, don’t be blind. I’m tired of everything. Everyone makes mistakes. I’ll never be perfect no one will ever be. God didn’t make us blameless. Walk away from less, come back to more. God doesn’t give us more than we can handle. I wish there was such thing as taking a day off from life. I can look around and be speechless, what is there to say? Some people aren’t grateful for their life or for what they have. You should be grateful that you are alive. Their not grateful for their life yet they’re scared to die?! God didn’t put you on this earth if you were to be pointless. If you believe you can’t do anything don’t think that, just try as best as you can at what ever you do. Everyone has issues, and everyone is strong in their own way. Stay. I can only wish and hope for the best, and keep my head up for the rest. I’ll be here t’ill the end, t’ill my journey is done, t’ill God calls my name.